Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I worry

...about my friends that is.
One of them is having some problems with depression. And as ch as me and her mother don't think she needs therapy her ex boyfriend does. I know him getting mad and slamming doors will not persuade her to do anything.
I honestly dont want to get in the middle of it.
But Im on her side.
Besides her mother knows best, she herself has lived a terribly depressing life. I couldn't even imagine being as strong as my friend's mother. But thats beside the point.
I think my friend just needs to get away from her ex. I think she just needs to go home for a little bit. I think it would do her god you know?
... Cuz I sure don't...

Monday, January 10, 2011

Break

God. Break just seems too long. Doesnt it? I'm home for a week more then eveyone else. VCU, UVA, VT- all go back the 16th. Im here till the 21st. I just miss my home away from home. My School. My friends and loved ones. I just wanna go back now. I have too much free time.
Danielle comes back from India tomorrow, and I miss her so much and cant wait to see her. She's honestly one of my best friends and I cant wait to hear aout what she did over her tip, and how she survived ehr mother.
I hve hung out with a sufficiendt amount of my friends this break. Everyone I wanted to see, I saw. And I am happy about it.
I'm almost positive that mikes midnight phone calls are the only things that have kept me from going completely insane this break. just hearing his voice warms me inside. But having gotten to see him is by far the best part. He just smells so good!
And he makes me nervous.
He has my heart... and I am no longer in control because of it... and that scares me.I dont want to set myself up for yet another heartbreak.
I miss Rita and her funny faces. I hope her and her team kick ass at Nationals. Win for our school. That would be so fucking amazing.
Regardless.
I need to go snowboarding.